set me free

2007-03-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a real long time, but hopefully not as long as rockson. Today was sooo interesting!

Went with my parents and bro to take a look at the open house at NTU to check out the Physics faculty or whatever you call that. Had lunch before that where I totally ripped my dad's wallet apart with my appetite cuz I skippd breakfast, hehe. At the talk, I was like totally bored and decided to do mat rock while standing behind ( yes, we were late ) till some guy sorta looked around and I found out that someone could actually hear it. Well, I mean I'm not like into physics, so wats d point of getting dragged along? After the talk, had a Q&A with the professor and I just stoned around, looking for idiotic things to do. Grrrr... so frustrating... Then the prof was asking my dad if I was applying for it and i was like "yeah rite... me going 4 phy? wait til a rat jump outa my house toilet bowl lah, mebe i'l consider. After sometime, he found out that i was the younger one and he started to answer the questions posed to him by my parents and bro. When we were about to leave, he asked what school I was from, lucky my dad answered 4 me. If not, people might start saying 'elitist lah...".
You know there is a lot of difference in attitudes shown towards you in different cases. If someone asks me what school I am from and I answer it myself, I have to answer it in a VERY CAREFUL TONE. But at the end of the day, there is a chance of me getting labelled as a 'snobbish elitist'. I mean, c'mon dun stereotype against RJC lah. A message to all those Rafflesians out there, streetsmartness can't save your ass in this case, as long as you mention Raffles in your history. Well, I'm not saying that Raffles is a taboo or what but it is so darn obvious that Raffles is getting discriminated against. Even during work, there were some people who told me, 'hope you dun mind me for saying this, but you raffles people are soo arrogant'. Before I can throw a punch at whoeva that was, the person would go like 'well, I'm not referring to you lah, yours is an exception'. @#$^%#$%^#!!! (well, I promised someone to cut down on my swearing)
Anyway, I think my paragraph above might get me into trouble sooner than I expect, but let's see how long it can hold out for. Better to stop it before something bad REALLY happens. BAck to the prof, he told me 'wait, I think I saw you before'. You know what, the temptation to say something stupid was really great. Really felt like saying 'Yeah, u juz saw me 15mins ago', too bad, my parents were around.
Before leaving, I got really pissed off cuz I couldn't go for the tarot card reading. I mean, dun you think that finding out what the future holds for you can be interesting? My parents just went on rattling about how those 'swindlers' go about working. You do not have to agree with someone, but you do not have to question the person's integrity, do you?
Came back, slpt, crapped around, wanted to do my homework but.... ended up chatting on msn and here I am blogging. Oh wait, as I type, a song just came into my mind. "Here I am blogging.." makes me think of " here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it can't pretend, jus thought you were the one, broken up, deep inside but you won;t get to see the tears I cry...BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES" awww wait, Y do i feel so random 2day? After typing that, I found out that I hafn't been talking to HAZEL-jiejie for a long time. Haha.. Thththth-thats all, folks! ;)

2006-10-27T18:50:00.000+08:00

I've promised to blog after the CTs but erm... yea, been real lazy to do so. Really wanted to upload the photos but erm... i gota respect the decision of some people, yea? Budn I think i'm gna post 1F photos real soon. Days right after the CTs have been real happening, with lotsa emotional changes as well. Getting back some screwd up results was one thing but the other would of course be matriculation. Should I really be myself and go arts? Or should I torture myself for another 2more yrs and take up physics again? Haiz... KI, humanities scholarship, china studies, literature... These have been hogging my mind for the past few days. Do I really know what I want? Deep down in my heart, I do think so but is it true? I'm really confused now!
Managed to get a job @ hacienda, but erm..got probation, with quite a decent pay. It's much better than some restaurant( i dun wna name it, me no interest in lawsuits, LOL) , offering me $4.50/hr. Go n die lah! Even African child labour can get more than dat lah, ok dat's being exaggerating. But seriously, I do hope i can get this hacienda job, get my money, go hk play. Den after that, mebe tok 2 sum1 regarding my judo future in RJC, once again, should I follow my passion or should I go finish some unsettled scores?

Grrr... so much stuff. Blog abt 2day bahz.. Went to school early in the morning to play soccer with 4I. Blardy hell, i can't even get my balance lah, and siang huat, u r DAMN LAME! When i said i couldn't get my balance, u knnb said that my balance is in the bank... My sweat nearly FROZE!!!!!! Hahaha, realy regretted not bringing my camera, had wanted to take a photo of my (probably) last chinese lesson in my life. Did RGS chinese paper...not too bad. After everything, i was wondering whtr to chnge my physio to 2day or go Lifespring and help out again. In the end, i came home, ate, played games, slept, woke up and here i am blogging! hehehehe... Planned to finished up the paper2 of RGS prelim but it's still in my bag. My sweaty PE t-shirt is still stinking away in my bag, juz hope my entry proof and the prelim papers r nt affectd! Ok, shall b hardworking liao. Go clear dat kit and do my work le. Sum1 wish me luck 4 monday HMT Os plz! ;) Before that, juz found this song recently. Tanning in your sunray, a song from the Inital D the movie soundtrack. Nice soothing tune and real zai lyrics. Champion is not bad oso... Tried finding the lyrics... here it goes, enjoy!

Chilling in the love shack
Summertime, number 9
Every time, I think, my dreams come true
Here we-o time
Nearly everything mine
Get in Line, things for you
What time will for you be here now?
It s a quarter past 7 now
And I m waiting for you
What cha gonna do?
When it hits you
You and me, I
Hold back my shine
When I realize I'm getting my tan in your Sunray
And we see
Through the mirror
That you got me
Thinking clearer
And I m gonna be under your skies I'll stay

Haze frustration

2006-10-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

Stupid haze, making me feel so drowsy and crappy, i dun even know what the hell i am typing now. Just know that I'm listening to Mickey now, 1 by toni basil and the other by i-duno-hu.

CTs coming up, bio juz siam off and leave me in peace plz! 1F!! Y u'al now then tell me u'al want chalet?! Got CTs now leh, dear. Never mind lah, since i suggested it to you guys, shall be a gd senior and carry out my promise. Budn if cannot means cannot ah.

2006-10-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

So long never post le. Maybe I shouldn't really care much in the future anyway, my blog is so un-lively, I dun think many people would even know of this darling's existence. RE congress 2006, a dream come true or a nightmare turned real? Got a silver this year, which was great. Was talking to sianghuat about doing service learning next year in RJC and told myself. 'So, this is what I actually wana do aft 4yrs in RI' Working wif chia was real great experience, but, do I still go on? Would I? Should I? or CAN I?
Chem oba tmr, stil got english bk review, haiz... Moving to Raja block will sure give me good memories. Would be posting pictures of the 'final make-up' we gave to 4I classrm b4 leaving. haha. CTs coming up liao le, cannot blog much liao. Took quite a few fotos recently, fooks, 1F ( Niccol watch out!, haha) , Lifespring and other crap ones.
Looking at them as I upload them into my com, I posed this question to myself repeatedly. Will I leave RI in tears or laughter? Even if I do in either of them, what would be the meaning hidden behind each expression?

2006-09-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

so long nvr post liao. 1st post of the...century? ( dun think i'm dat old yet..) Real stressed up now. My fone bill of $60+ is like staring at me straight in the face. Another 60 dollars meant for my baobei bicycle gone liao. Another 60 meaningful dollars for Forza Judo Club say byebye liao...haiz...

Aniwae, school is starting soon and quite some things have happened over the sept holidays. The rematch saga had shook up the PSL group and it's time we take a step back n tel ourselves 'gentlemen, it's time to wake up'. Dun think i need to tok abt it anymore, it's just a small issue which I dun understand why we blew it up when the sec1s themselves did not really care about it. Mebe this is how parents' feel when their kids dun see the point of studyin. ( Daddy mummy! Now i understand ur worries!....yeah rite...)

CTs coming up soon in abt 4wks' time. Luz papers in RI den can start looking for job liao. Hmm... quite an eventful post-ct schedule to look 4ward to. Grad dinner org comm, hk trng tour, working, taiwan visit (mebe?) n do i haf to go 4 dat stupid penguin's course? If i pon d hk trng tour just to go for that course and he din hold it, i'm gna blardy drive a stick through the area between his legs, thrust him up and make him look like a lollipop (since he realy looks like 1...)

K, dats abt it 4 d 1st post. Update nxt time bahz...

P.S. trng on wed rawks! never had xiong trng 4 a long time! Din noe dat i could shout so much crap and feel so shiok. Was tired budn had 2 continue kuzushi, so juz shouted so much crap that i din even noe what i was saying, cept 4 d 1st part when jingwen n i were competing who can keep on rattling names of fruits or drinks wadeva when doing kuzushi... Was fun budn come to think of it... Quite lame...

2006-04-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

Elections coming up again. Does it make a lot of difference who i support? So what if one of my family members is a member of d ruling party and that the MP is sort-of a family friend?

Let's look at this, every 4 to 5yrs, we have this elections. Every year, we have opposition flying off blocks, trying to shut the gov't up and garner votes. Every year, all the issues raised are basically economical. Have there been any reforms on the side of social beenr raised? I do salute Dr Chee for his courage in speaking up 4 his views, just that he needs to watch his words, scully he kena whacked again.

Juz read the papers and found out that more people watched the rallies compared to watching manu chelsea. Lan cheow lah! It's so damn obvious dat manu chelsea better 2 watch rite? As quoted from the papers, one of the members of the public polled commented that d elections is so much mroe predictable rite? I tel u wad. I can bet my whole damn fortune that PAP will come back as the ruling party. Luz nite, the representative frm SDA(i think) said "R u going to let PAP realize their dream of a one-party rule?" Cheebye lah! U wana take over from PAP,wait till the cows come home lah. Not that i'm saying that PAP is a dictator, budn how many people really support the opposition? How many percent of the voters hu voted for the opposition really support their ideas? Neither am i discrediting the SDA. Chiam has done an excellent job in helping to scrape that suck-cock streaming system, too bad, i had 2 undergo that shit luz time.

Buden, after listening to what MM Lee said, how many people would wana vote for the opposition? Bet most people wet their pants liao loh...stil go vote 4 opposition. Haiz...election day rite b4 my bday celeb. We'll wait and see.

*FURTHER COMMENTS HAVE BEEN CENSORED DUE TO THE SENSITIVE NATURE OF THE CONTENT. PARENTAL GUIDANCE IS ADVISED FOR READERS UNDER THE AGE OF 16(though i'm stil 7days from my 16th bdae...hehehe)*

2006-04-23T16:23:00.000+08:00

HEY. Why can't I just buy something that i like? it's not like it costs a bomb or wad. It's juz a pathetic newsletter. I'm so damn sure it can affect my application 4 a scholarship nxt time 4 buying an SDP newsletter lorh. C'mon, luz time i bought it, d vendor was like "U frm RI?" All i did was "ya, anything wrong?" IF d society wants to improve, we should be more open to ideas. The elections are coming and i would really want to know what the opposition has got to say. *FURTHER COMMENTS ARE SENSITIVE AND HAVE BEEN REMOVED. DAMAGES CAUSED TO ANYONE HAVE BEEN GREATLY REGRETTED*

2006-04-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

long time nvr blog liao. let's see wad has happend so far...nth. Muz take a gd rest b4 nat sch 2 let my ankle heal. Scheduld 1mth, budn this is only 1wk plus, my hands damn itchy liao... Aniwae, got more significant things happening! GOd damnnit, Man U, can u'al juz slog hard 4 a few more matches n dun bloody screw up again 4 heaven's sake. Bet even FC United of Manchester could whoop them like 9-0 lorh. (9-0 cuz these 2 keys r nearer 2 each other on d keyboard hehe) N can chelsea get some1 2 fuck their form anot? I realy want man u 2 win!!!!!!!Chelsea quickly screw up, man u ka kin win! Plus, stil got suspended 3pt dockin 4 chelsea. Juz cheebye impose it NOW lah, close d fuckin gap to 6points lah! Plz lah, 7 points become nine points liao. if it was 4pts, den plus d dockin, left 1 point, den man u win d stamford bridge encounter. b d 1st team 2 double over chelsea, den man u win EPL. MOA-rinho get sackd, arjen robben, lampard, cech all leave chelsea join man u. Left dat stupid duff there. haha...juz daydreamin. Ok, it's night liao. Go slp liao...

2005-12-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

2day competition was ok lah. Srry guys, cuz of my wazari, u guys lost out though we drew 2-2. nevertheless, we shld feel happy that we r in d top4 teams! The gals should also be happy @ being one of the top2 teams! Lol... Aniwae, i think i was rather tyco 2 haf gotten dat yuko, given that they were acherly shidos. Oso, i thought that tang was rather lenient, mebe dat jap guy was arnd?

Took a personality test, taken from the forever great Mr Kazuya.
Results:

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Memories of conrad

2005-12-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

Ms Yew Wan Hua, the person who took charge of us overall under HR. Too bad din mange to haf photos wif Jovin, yam, roland,karan, hannah,yanto,mark and the many many people. Nevermind, can always go back to this place
to see them. Last but not least, there is this cute thing that will make me rmbr conrad.

Lol. cutie little bear. Acherly, juz bought my camera recently and wana try out the pics. Will try to take pics wif moorthy n d jap sensei and upload here. Buden the keyword is TRY not WILL.

2005-12-10T10:49:00.000+08:00

Ok, I'll blog. Been attending a judo coaching and refereeing course recently. Not a bad course, been learning about techniques for these few days. I think we'll be doing refereeing later. Not bad! It's been quite an eventful wk so far, such as the farewell, trainings and reaching hom e at about 12.30am and getting screwed the next morning. Tan had wanted to attend the farewll party buden had to leave cuz he saw the MPH surrounded and thought that we were not hafin it. He called up shi tien hu din pick up the phone, so gg liao lorh. He went to SJC for the course! I wantd 2 hitch a ride, waaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Went to look for a job a few weeks ago. Nabei! I finishd up d application form then tell me that dey dun blardy employ people under 16. KNNBCCB! K, i think my language is starting to be rockson-ish. Lol. Trainings were fun lah, esp when tan came back from SEA games. K, i go try to upload my photos liao. memories from conrad...

2005-11-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Working @ conrad was totally fun and frustrating. Kinda contradictin, ah? ;) 1st day was quite ok. Yam taught me alot of stuff, so gd. Buden, got 1 prob, she dowana tel me her name. Den henna oso came along n help to teach me stuff lorh. Dey r real nice. 1st day was work. 2nd day was more of labour. Was under Yanto, being the runner. Siao eh, i din burn but COOKED my fingers by carrying all the hot plates and wiping them. Just when i thought that the 3rd day was going to be slavery, i was proved wrong! Had a hell lot of fun wif karan, siti, noorali, henna and the most prominent guy, ROLAND!!!! Dat guy is like the blardy rocker of the century man, help me kope waffle, plus that guy was damn funny. Too bad, yam was not around for my 2nd and 3rd day till i saw her 2day during my break. Found out sth oso. If u work in F&B, u might haf 2 stand the expletives uttered. I can fully understand why. Sumtimes, the guests can really get up on your nerves. I was pouring coffee for this guy over here and his son was playing with the dinner knife with it pointing on my abdomen! I nearly wanted to pour coffee on his pants, man. Make him jump around and clutch his *ahem* (u noe where)hehehehe. Then noorali was damn funny. Breakfast ends at 10.30 and sum guy ordered coffee @ about 10.15. Den she told me, "dat asshole there wants coffee". I was like "WTH..." just when i was clearing up the glasses, she came up to me 2 take 1 of them and say, "the stupid wife wants some orange juice." Dats so damn bad lorh... Den siti was just like another bryan. When the manager wasn't arnd, she juz slackd by skipping sum steps in cleaning stuff. Den she said dat's "working smart". Den karan and the short malay lady hu refused to tell me her name were damn sick! dun wana blog abt that. Aniwae, met up with wan hua 2day so that shw could lead us to banquet dept. Leme tel u wad. Within 1 day, I REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO OSCAR'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of the manager was a real SOB and the bitch there was just another CCB. Urrghhh!

When can i collect my spex cheque?! WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I want the $$ 2 buy camera! haiz...

SEA trng

2005-11-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

Just found out that there is SEA trng on tues. 2 bad i can't go, cuz i got wep frm 9 to 5. Aniwae, ben n i r lookin 4 a job 2 get some $$. Shall continue on it. Aniwae, back to SEA trng, i think i'm more of a cocked-up person there. E.g. when i screwd jian wei's leg cuz of a lousy harai and he screamed some expletives. haiz... That was on friday. Had physio b4 dat. Dr Khalid eased the strain from my back but it felt damn numb! Cannot even throw properly! What 2 do...?

2005-11-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

Long time never blogged liao. Only started after eric told me about it. Let's take a look @ what has happened... Worked for my uncle. I swear i'll never work for him again. Wasted my time over there. I seriously hate his way of thinking that the elders can do things better than the junior. Damn it! I'll work for someone else, it would even be better if it was a sales company. I'll prove to him what I really am. Also, I think some of his jokes are rather crude...yuck. Shan't tok abt unhappy stuff. Ok, went to conrad to try out the uniform. Was late like siao. I was late by about 15mins and Ms Wan Hua told me that it was not that late. She is quite a kind lady lah. Den went on to try the uniform. I really pity the lady. I think she was quite frustrated lah. Need to help so many people. Realy sorry, Cherry. Reporting for work tomorrow. Went off to unwind yesterday. Went to watch GOF. Kao eh, I think i spent more than $20 yesterday. Din noe dat the wkend movie ticket price hike was so damn high. Just the ticket alone cost $9.50!!! Skipped lunch, so I bought the popcorn combo, $6.50! Ben n zpg so damn unfair! Only bought a $2.60 drink den kope my popcorn! Waaahhhhh!!! Nvm, since we have been friends for so long liao, it's better to have fun hafin ur popcorn koped rather than sitting alone in the cinema with so many strangers watching a movie. After that, went to play bowling. Siao eh, we were like no.8 on the list lorh. So went off to play pool. K lah, not that bad. Buden i shot the white ball into the hole for 6times! that was like 2 hat-tricks! haiz... Felt realy unwinded. Bought some sweet corn with butter. Realy reminded me of my playful self when I was in pri5 n 6. Everytime after swimming, i would spend the $2 on the corn. The feeling was completely different. I would starve during the wkend and spend the $2 on it after swimming cuz my pocket $ for 1 wk was only $10 luz time. Now that it has tripled, I get to watch movie and do a hell lot of crap and still afford it. Went to eat dinner after that and then walked home. k lah, i wana go stone liao...

2005-11-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Was talking to my friend from maris stella juz now. He said dat softball is fun , just that trng sux. Reminded me of my convo wif eric n kc 2day. Both of them said that dey dun wana continue with their cca in rjc liao. Do i wana continue with judo? I told dem dat mebe i wil stop once i got my revenge done against huang hao or any other hci @#$%! basket judoka. Screwed my back...make sure that dey get slipped disc! Ok, i'm getting outta control. But seriously, am I doing justice to my $$? Should my $ be spent on physiotherapies and visits to the consultant or should it be spent on outing with friends and movies? I dun noe... let fate decide it 4 me then...

2005-11-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

Morning was slacking around. Ate, read then watched Johnny English, laughed till I nearly fell off my chair. Den I oso spent about 1hr managing my screwed up song. Can play on com buden it reads "Playback error" when I put it in my mp3. Went to watch movie wif kc, eric n that violent old hag. Phew, thnx a hell lot, kc. That violent old hag was like whacking him like siao. Lucky eric n kc shielded me away from her. Thnx guys, aniwae, as a treat, shld i juz 4get abt the $8 that kc n dat violent old hag owes me? Cuz b4 dat, ben ben and I had agreed to watch d same show, @ d same place n @ d same timeslot! Then eric they all juz ask me if i wana join them. It was set that I was supposed to buy 5tics den juz when i was walkin 2wards the counter, he juz smsed me saying that his parents want him to stay @ home to pack for his trip to Thailand. If they din approach me, I wld haf been stoning down there in gv or gone off earlier to s'pore spring to get the spring for the project. Aniwae, we sat @ bk, and I was rather surprised that she was smart enuff to find us...ok... I admit that i am damn bad. Just like heaven, nice movie, towards the end of the movie, the part when david tried to take elizabeth's body away was rather touching. He tried to save his love but was stopped by the security personnel. The sad thing was that liz could not recognise him when she woke up. Went to aljunied mrt station to go s'pore spring. Den played wif kc's phone. Brings me back memories of RIB cuz it was my 1st hp and alot of RIB staff used it. Saw that when I lived in morrison block in the 1st half of luz yr. Toking about that, wil damon n oli stay wif me durin wkdays as well or boarding? I think i better go ask paul lim. BAck to the topic, when I got bored, i started doing funny things to kc's phone. OK! Kc, i admit that i sent the msg "All along, i dun haf d courage to do so , but i would like to say that I luv you" to that violent old hag. Poor kc, kept in the dark den old hag was like sayin "Dun jokes me lah" Hahahaha. K lah, i apologise, ok? Tell you why you cannot find it. I use to own that phone, rmbr? ;) I noe how to clean off ALL evidence...hehehe. Went to aljunied mrt, then took 125 to s'pore spring. Walao eh, had to wait till my knees sore like siao. Cuz the rain was so heavy that the seats were wet. Den i couldn't get to that place till an auntie gave me some help. What a kind lady, offered me her umbrella while it was still drizzling and led me to the place! Arigatokozaimasta! Siao eh, dat place, muz study helical spring thingy 1st, den when I told the lady what type of spring I want, she told me that mine needs to be custom made. Wad eva lah... Went back by the long way. When i reachd city hall, found that the station a hell lot of pple. Den took it @ raffles place where there were less people. Went back and slacked till now. Listened to joey yung cd, the cd which eric lent me when we met up in bk. Selvan called me up just now to tell me that I cannot go sph liao. Expected 1 lah!!! My england so damn powderful, u think dey wana employ me ah? Haha. The actual fact is that there were only 2 places buden almost 20 over pple signed up for it. Sure cannot zhong 1 wad. Even namly oso got prob liao. Den i was offered conrad hotel. Hmm...nt bad lah. Juz go there and learn some admin work. Ok, i wana screw my com up liao...hehehe. My bro wun b back til about 12... WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Went to mingxuan's house to get the stuff done for the bamboo pole thingy. Wow! Given the rate that i use my phone to call Dr. Chia, I think I have to starve to pay for my phone bill liao lorh... Got the materials, only for the @#$%&! person to feel irritated with us. Listening to By The Way now, should change the lyrics from standing to stoning to reflect my feelings... haiz... Aniwae, toked to Mx's mom, found out a lot more about my future career options, felt real enlightened. A lot of pple use to tell me not to get so worried yet. God damn it! I'm worrying about this now cuz of the Retarded Programme!!!!!!!!!! I dun haf a GCE cert, how can I rely on PSLE to get a job if I screw my cambridge paper?

Close your eyes, relax... Aniwae, added the wrong person on msn but met a new friend instead! Hmmm...interesting, eh? Hi Ka Hei!

2005-11-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was still quite ok, though I was 2 tired in the afternn 2 blog n too bz wif my game to blog at night...hehehe. Went out with Yutong to take the readings of the inner and outer diameters of the bamboo pole holders and also the depths. Siao eh... almost went one whole round around S'pore. From my home, went my aunts' houses then went to Bt Batok to look 4 yutong's fren only to find out that his fren's house was at Bt Gombak. After that, went for lunch at the hawker centre near his home. Walao eh, bloody yutong told me to wear sch uniform den he himself nvr wear, god damn it! I was damn scared some people would just come up to me and ask if I was from Swiss Cottage secondary sch... bloody hell. Then during lunch, the table which I chose was damn champion, bet the guy who built it didn't STUDYS MOMENTS!!! It was damn unstable lah, it's like wth... Den we found this fly which did not fly off when we tried to whack it. I suggested to put it in the chilli which I got while buying duck rice, which sux to the core cuz that smartass gave me a hell lot of bones. Aft that, went to Khatib, (smart rite? From yishun to bt batok, to bt gombak and then to khatib again) we then went to Sj's house. Hehehe, i had to tell yutong that cutie summer is just a cute dog and NOT A HOUND!!!! It would b fun to see him getting chased by a hound though...hehehehe... Aniwae, shocked to find out that sj's house dun haf bamboo pole holder and poor yutong was trying to get summer off him. When sj's ah gong opend the door, he was the first to siam. LOL We tried our luz bit of luck by calling another of my aunt's house, buden no1 answered. Finally, went back to my 4th Aunt's house. We had not gone earlier cuz she was hafing breakfast outside when I called her hp. Damn fun! Knowing your area well does help! yutong had a damn fun pt! We walked one whole round around the block then went to the lift lobby. That time, someone THREATENED to whack me. Then i bluffed him by saying that it was the wrong block and it was the other block. Someone WANTED to whack me. When we reached the other block, I told him that it was the previous block. Someone WHACKED me! Hehehehe...Aniwae, called Dr Chia after the 30 readings were taken, received some instructions and then zao liao. Yutong is real dam smart, that guy din noe how to get to mrt, hopes he dunr ead this entry. Nvm, suan him summore over here. That guy din even noe where to tap his ez link card on the bus! Muahahaha! Damn smart! Ok, must get ready to GET HURT REAL BADLY by someone liao... Hehehehe...

2005-11-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

Went out with Ben for the harvey norman sale. Bought my mum an mp3 player. Wanted to buy a camera that costs 299 when its actual price was 799! I could actually save 500 bucks! Buden god damn it! I din noe dat student atm got a certain limit, haiz, couldn't get my camera cuzi found out that i cannot withdrae more than 300 bucks per day! Luz day of sale leh! Seriously damn xin tong leh... waaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! ;'(

2005-11-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today was not a bad day, met up with Dr Chia and managed to get the bamboo pole thingy done. All we gotta do now is to go and get the gutter thing settled, tricky tie, just like how Man U would beat Chelsea , a.k.a Chelski (which is how I like to call those bunch of money-swaggers). Aft that, met up with sj. @ 1st wana go bowling buden he said he dun want. Walao eh! I changed from my uniform into t-shirt and jeans and then u tell me this kinda crap! I really felt like whacking people @ dat instant, buden that feeling went off at the thought that he is a judoka as well. Just another person who went thru tekan sessions wif me during all these years in raffles judo. So, heck lah! Aniwae, went to buy movie tickets with him buden -ahem!- he knows what he has done and i shan't elaborate. Went to settle my dinner after that and we talked a hell lot of cock. Then his parents came to pick us up and sent me home. Summer was soooooooo cute!!!!! She seriously reminded me of Katie, not kidding! The way she licked me all over and tried to play with me. On the way, I was offered by Sj's parents to catch a 11.30pm show 2nite and a lift home aft dat. Too bad my parents din agree...haiz...nvm, harry potter n d goblet of fire is coming up rather soon. Went back home and watched tianguodejiayi when my family went out for dinner. Shocking last episode but happy ending. Thought that ai qing was really gone zao wif hai nuo but in the end, she went off wif zi hao. Nvm, dun feel like bloggin animore liao...byebye!

2005-11-05T11:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!!!!!! Why din I plan properly? Should have told sj earlier that I gotta go to sch to meet Dr. Chia at 2pm in sch. If not, I would have gone off to swim, bowl , play pool or other stuff. Arrggh! Aniwae, no use crying over spilt milk. Gotta go and get ready liao.

2005-11-05T09:20:00.000+08:00

Was watching tian guo de jia yi last night until damn late. Wowo! Din realize that i have actually finished up 27 out of 30 episodes liao... In the story, the gal boxed up things that reminded her of the guy and threw it into a lake, trying to forget all the memories of their relationship. ( Doesn't this resemble how someone treated her broken up relationship?) When the guy got hold of it, he was so devastated that he added something that reminded him of the gal into the box and threw it back into the lake. I seriously think that this is retarded lah. Memories are stored in your brain and not on the things that you throw away. They PROVOKE your memories but they DO NOT store them. At least that is what I think. Aniwae, I might be laughing at this idea, saying how stupid this thingy is cuz this is basically a 15 yr old's point of view. Might be totally different in let's say , 10yrs down the road, when I turn 25? Let's wait for the drama to unfold then...

2005-11-04T21:10:00.000+08:00

Heard from waren today tha sum1 might not be continuing judo anymore in jc. This really struck me real hard. I know that I am getting real sick of competitive sport, but why the hell am I carrying on? Is this what people call "something that your brain likes but not your body"? The mizuno gi is a real good gauge of this situation. I have verbally agreed to get one for myself but I have not done so in black and white. Heck it lah!

Practised nagenokata, but when we were given the chance to really practise it, I immediately backed off. I told myself "Hey! What are you doing? You are brown belt liao leh! Dan grading is in about 12mths time and yet you dun haf the guts to do nagenokata?" Feeling rather confused nowadays... Is this the pre-holidays blues? What the hell am i saying? So damn confused...

2005-11-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

Why can't I just be left alone to do what I want sometimes? I had bought tian guo de jia yi and was told that I could watch it after CT, buden guess wad? I got screamed @ after just watching 2 episodes!!!!! It's like I was watching then my mum came up to me and then said "When would you stop watching this show?" in those kinda what-a-stupid-thing type of tone. I asked her what the problem was and she said that the volume was too loud. I offered to turn the volume down and then she still continued to rant at me. It's like wtfh, I starved to save the sum of $$ to buy the vcd I wanted and was kena suaned like shit. If you bought it 4 me, fine, I give in. But god damn it! I bought the vcd with my own $$! What the hell is wrong? I went on to turn off the vcd player and she just shouted saying "Can you mind your attitude?" Unable to control it, I just shouted "What about you? Can't you mind your own attitude as well? " Then she just walked off.

Come to think of it, I hate this. I know that I am not supposed to scream at her, but sometimes, I am just being pushed to the limit. I'm so god damn bloody confused! Can't I just be freed from all these crap?! What the hell am I supposed to do?

2005-11-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

After stoning around, I finally felt like blogging again. A damn bad back injury screwed me up badly. Acted up recently again and went to see my physiotherapist again. Phew, it's just only a sprain on my spinal joint...

2005-11-02T19:49:00.000+08:00

Went through my RE thingy with Dr Chia today. Not a bad idea lah. But I still need to consider something. Is this really what i wanted? Why on earth did I choose a project on science when I am interested in humanities? In sec1, my RE (then known as MDP) was almost like nothing. I was slacking throughout the whole year. In sec2, I jumped on the chance on studying sports psychology but soon went over to studying the repercussions of implementing the British way of life into Singapore and vice-versa. Haiz...my group members slacked and I had to change the topic in mid-july to studying the diet of Singaporeans. In sec3, I did a slightly better project, which is in Chinese. It was mainly on the possible effects if Taiwan declared independence during the 2008 Beijing Games. However, is this what i had wanted? I do not think so. What I had wanted was something like the CRECORE model or something like that. What have I done for or even done in RI so far? Nothing! I screwed up like siao for raffles judo during national schools, I did not even get my most wanted subject combination in RI! Deep down there in my heart, I know that I have a far more stronger desire for humanities than the sciences. I had wanted to take lit n hist but ended up taking bio n hist instead!

Talking about results, I have not achieved my maximum results as well.

Eng 3.6
HMT 3.6
Hist 3.6
SS 3.6

These are not bad lah, the next one is wu hua ke shuo liao...

Maths 62,2.8

The next few are the subjects that almost caused me to die of heart attack (of course i din, or I wun b sitting here and typing this entry, hahaha. Ok, I know this is a damn cold lame joke, buden give some face lah! :P)

Phy
Chem
Bio

I got 69 for all these 3 subjects! What the hell?! Never mind, huang tian bu fu ku xin ren, I can surely conquer the peak again!

Phew! Felt so much better after all these ranting...

2005-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

Wow! Finally got a blog after nearly an absence of about 6mths... So happy dat i duno wad 2 blog abt now...