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Saturday, March 10, 2007 8:54 PM

Haven't been blogging for a real long time, but hopefully not as long as rockson. Today was sooo interesting!

Went with my parents and bro to take a look at the open house at NTU to check out the Physics faculty or whatever you call that. Had lunch before that where I totally ripped my dad's wallet apart with my appetite cuz I skippd breakfast, hehe. At the talk, I was like totally bored and decided to do mat rock while standing behind ( yes, we were late ) till some guy sorta looked around and I found out that someone could actually hear it. Well, I mean I'm not like into physics, so wats d point of getting dragged along? After the talk, had a Q&A with the professor and I just stoned around, looking for idiotic things to do. Grrrr... so frustrating... Then the prof was asking my dad if I was applying for it and i was like "yeah rite... me going 4 phy? wait til a rat jump outa my house toilet bowl lah, mebe i'l consider. After sometime, he found out that i was the younger one and he started to answer the questions posed to him by my parents and bro. When we were about to leave, he asked what school I was from, lucky my dad answered 4 me. If not, people might start saying 'elitist lah...".
You know there is a lot of difference in attitudes shown towards you in different cases. If someone asks me what school I am from and I answer it myself, I have to answer it in a VERY CAREFUL TONE. But at the end of the day, there is a chance of me getting labelled as a 'snobbish elitist'. I mean, c'mon dun stereotype against RJC lah. A message to all those Rafflesians out there, streetsmartness can't save your ass in this case, as long as you mention Raffles in your history. Well, I'm not saying that Raffles is a taboo or what but it is so darn obvious that Raffles is getting discriminated against. Even during work, there were some people who told me, 'hope you dun mind me for saying this, but you raffles people are soo arrogant'. Before I can throw a punch at whoeva that was, the person would go like 'well, I'm not referring to you lah, yours is an exception'. @#$^%#$%^#!!! (well, I promised someone to cut down on my swearing)
Anyway, I think my paragraph above might get me into trouble sooner than I expect, but let's see how long it can hold out for. Better to stop it before something bad REALLY happens. BAck to the prof, he told me 'wait, I think I saw you before'. You know what, the temptation to say something stupid was really great. Really felt like saying 'Yeah, u juz saw me 15mins ago', too bad, my parents were around.
Before leaving, I got really pissed off cuz I couldn't go for the tarot card reading. I mean, dun you think that finding out what the future holds for you can be interesting? My parents just went on rattling about how those 'swindlers' go about working. You do not have to agree with someone, but you do not have to question the person's integrity, do you?
Came back, slpt, crapped around, wanted to do my homework but.... ended up chatting on msn and here I am blogging. Oh wait, as I type, a song just came into my mind. "Here I am blogging.." makes me think of " here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it can't pretend, jus thought you were the one, broken up, deep inside but you won;t get to see the tears I cry...BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES" awww wait, Y do i feel so random 2day? After typing that, I found out that I hafn't been talking to HAZEL-jiejie for a long time. Haha.. Thththth-thats all, folks! ;)

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