=LOST?=

STORY
ME
LINK
TAG
HISTORY

Friday, October 27, 2006 6:50 PM

I've promised to blog after the CTs but erm... yea, been real lazy to do so. Really wanted to upload the photos but erm... i gota respect the decision of some people, yea? Budn I think i'm gna post 1F photos real soon. Days right after the CTs have been real happening, with lotsa emotional changes as well. Getting back some screwd up results was one thing but the other would of course be matriculation. Should I really be myself and go arts? Or should I torture myself for another 2more yrs and take up physics again? Haiz... KI, humanities scholarship, china studies, literature... These have been hogging my mind for the past few days. Do I really know what I want? Deep down in my heart, I do think so but is it true? I'm really confused now!
Managed to get a job @ hacienda, but erm..got probation, with quite a decent pay. It's much better than some restaurant( i dun wna name it, me no interest in lawsuits, LOL) , offering me $4.50/hr. Go n die lah! Even African child labour can get more than dat lah, ok dat's being exaggerating. But seriously, I do hope i can get this hacienda job, get my money, go hk play. Den after that, mebe tok 2 sum1 regarding my judo future in RJC, once again, should I follow my passion or should I go finish some unsettled scores?

Grrr... so much stuff. Blog abt 2day bahz.. Went to school early in the morning to play soccer with 4I. Blardy hell, i can't even get my balance lah, and siang huat, u r DAMN LAME! When i said i couldn't get my balance, u knnb said that my balance is in the bank... My sweat nearly FROZE!!!!!! Hahaha, realy regretted not bringing my camera, had wanted to take a photo of my (probably) last chinese lesson in my life. Did RGS chinese paper...not too bad. After everything, i was wondering whtr to chnge my physio to 2day or go Lifespring and help out again. In the end, i came home, ate, played games, slept, woke up and here i am blogging! hehehehe... Planned to finished up the paper2 of RGS prelim but it's still in my bag. My sweaty PE t-shirt is still stinking away in my bag, juz hope my entry proof and the prelim papers r nt affectd! Ok, shall b hardworking liao. Go clear dat kit and do my work le. Sum1 wish me luck 4 monday HMT Os plz! ;) Before that, juz found this song recently. Tanning in your sunray, a song from the Inital D the movie soundtrack. Nice soothing tune and real zai lyrics. Champion is not bad oso... Tried finding the lyrics... here it goes, enjoy!

Chilling in the love shack
Summertime, number 9
Every time, I think, my dreams come true
Here we-o time
Nearly everything mine
Get in Line, things for you
What time will for you be here now?
It s a quarter past 7 now
And I m waiting for you
What cha gonna do?
When it hits you
You and me, I
Hold back my shine
When I realize I'm getting my tan in your Sunray
And we see
Through the mirror
That you got me
Thinking clearer
And I m gonna be under your skies I'll stay

LOST?

im here

Friday, October 06, 2006 8:02 PM

Stupid haze, making me feel so drowsy and crappy, i dun even know what the hell i am typing now. Just know that I'm listening to Mickey now, 1 by toni basil and the other by i-duno-hu.

CTs coming up, bio juz siam off and leave me in peace plz! 1F!! Y u'al now then tell me u'al want chalet?! Got CTs now leh, dear. Never mind lah, since i suggested it to you guys, shall be a gd senior and carry out my promise. Budn if cannot means cannot ah.

LOST?

im here

Wednesday, October 04, 2006 7:17 PM

So long never post le. Maybe I shouldn't really care much in the future anyway, my blog is so un-lively, I dun think many people would even know of this darling's existence. RE congress 2006, a dream come true or a nightmare turned real? Got a silver this year, which was great. Was talking to sianghuat about doing service learning next year in RJC and told myself. 'So, this is what I actually wana do aft 4yrs in RI' Working wif chia was real great experience, but, do I still go on? Would I? Should I? or CAN I?
Chem oba tmr, stil got english bk review, haiz... Moving to Raja block will sure give me good memories. Would be posting pictures of the 'final make-up' we gave to 4I classrm b4 leaving. haha. CTs coming up liao le, cannot blog much liao. Took quite a few fotos recently, fooks, 1F ( Niccol watch out!, haha) , Lifespring and other crap ones.
Looking at them as I upload them into my com, I posed this question to myself repeatedly. Will I leave RI in tears or laughter? Even if I do in either of them, what would be the meaning hidden behind each expression?

LOST?

im here