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Saturday, March 10, 2007 8:54 PM

Haven't been blogging for a real long time, but hopefully not as long as rockson. Today was sooo interesting!

Went with my parents and bro to take a look at the open house at NTU to check out the Physics faculty or whatever you call that. Had lunch before that where I totally ripped my dad's wallet apart with my appetite cuz I skippd breakfast, hehe. At the talk, I was like totally bored and decided to do mat rock while standing behind ( yes, we were late ) till some guy sorta looked around and I found out that someone could actually hear it. Well, I mean I'm not like into physics, so wats d point of getting dragged along? After the talk, had a Q&A with the professor and I just stoned around, looking for idiotic things to do. Grrrr... so frustrating... Then the prof was asking my dad if I was applying for it and i was like "yeah rite... me going 4 phy? wait til a rat jump outa my house toilet bowl lah, mebe i'l consider. After sometime, he found out that i was the younger one and he started to answer the questions posed to him by my parents and bro. When we were about to leave, he asked what school I was from, lucky my dad answered 4 me. If not, people might start saying 'elitist lah...".
You know there is a lot of difference in attitudes shown towards you in different cases. If someone asks me what school I am from and I answer it myself, I have to answer it in a VERY CAREFUL TONE. But at the end of the day, there is a chance of me getting labelled as a 'snobbish elitist'. I mean, c'mon dun stereotype against RJC lah. A message to all those Rafflesians out there, streetsmartness can't save your ass in this case, as long as you mention Raffles in your history. Well, I'm not saying that Raffles is a taboo or what but it is so darn obvious that Raffles is getting discriminated against. Even during work, there were some people who told me, 'hope you dun mind me for saying this, but you raffles people are soo arrogant'. Before I can throw a punch at whoeva that was, the person would go like 'well, I'm not referring to you lah, yours is an exception'. @#$^%#$%^#!!! (well, I promised someone to cut down on my swearing)
Anyway, I think my paragraph above might get me into trouble sooner than I expect, but let's see how long it can hold out for. Better to stop it before something bad REALLY happens. BAck to the prof, he told me 'wait, I think I saw you before'. You know what, the temptation to say something stupid was really great. Really felt like saying 'Yeah, u juz saw me 15mins ago', too bad, my parents were around.
Before leaving, I got really pissed off cuz I couldn't go for the tarot card reading. I mean, dun you think that finding out what the future holds for you can be interesting? My parents just went on rattling about how those 'swindlers' go about working. You do not have to agree with someone, but you do not have to question the person's integrity, do you?
Came back, slpt, crapped around, wanted to do my homework but.... ended up chatting on msn and here I am blogging. Oh wait, as I type, a song just came into my mind. "Here I am blogging.." makes me think of " here I am, once again, I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it can't pretend, jus thought you were the one, broken up, deep inside but you won;t get to see the tears I cry...BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES" awww wait, Y do i feel so random 2day? After typing that, I found out that I hafn't been talking to HAZEL-jiejie for a long time. Haha.. Thththth-thats all, folks! ;)

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Friday, October 27, 2006 6:50 PM

I've promised to blog after the CTs but erm... yea, been real lazy to do so. Really wanted to upload the photos but erm... i gota respect the decision of some people, yea? Budn I think i'm gna post 1F photos real soon. Days right after the CTs have been real happening, with lotsa emotional changes as well. Getting back some screwd up results was one thing but the other would of course be matriculation. Should I really be myself and go arts? Or should I torture myself for another 2more yrs and take up physics again? Haiz... KI, humanities scholarship, china studies, literature... These have been hogging my mind for the past few days. Do I really know what I want? Deep down in my heart, I do think so but is it true? I'm really confused now!
Managed to get a job @ hacienda, but erm..got probation, with quite a decent pay. It's much better than some restaurant( i dun wna name it, me no interest in lawsuits, LOL) , offering me $4.50/hr. Go n die lah! Even African child labour can get more than dat lah, ok dat's being exaggerating. But seriously, I do hope i can get this hacienda job, get my money, go hk play. Den after that, mebe tok 2 sum1 regarding my judo future in RJC, once again, should I follow my passion or should I go finish some unsettled scores?

Grrr... so much stuff. Blog abt 2day bahz.. Went to school early in the morning to play soccer with 4I. Blardy hell, i can't even get my balance lah, and siang huat, u r DAMN LAME! When i said i couldn't get my balance, u knnb said that my balance is in the bank... My sweat nearly FROZE!!!!!! Hahaha, realy regretted not bringing my camera, had wanted to take a photo of my (probably) last chinese lesson in my life. Did RGS chinese paper...not too bad. After everything, i was wondering whtr to chnge my physio to 2day or go Lifespring and help out again. In the end, i came home, ate, played games, slept, woke up and here i am blogging! hehehehe... Planned to finished up the paper2 of RGS prelim but it's still in my bag. My sweaty PE t-shirt is still stinking away in my bag, juz hope my entry proof and the prelim papers r nt affectd! Ok, shall b hardworking liao. Go clear dat kit and do my work le. Sum1 wish me luck 4 monday HMT Os plz! ;) Before that, juz found this song recently. Tanning in your sunray, a song from the Inital D the movie soundtrack. Nice soothing tune and real zai lyrics. Champion is not bad oso... Tried finding the lyrics... here it goes, enjoy!

Chilling in the love shack
Summertime, number 9
Every time, I think, my dreams come true
Here we-o time
Nearly everything mine
Get in Line, things for you
What time will for you be here now?
It s a quarter past 7 now
And I m waiting for you
What cha gonna do?
When it hits you
You and me, I
Hold back my shine
When I realize I'm getting my tan in your Sunray
And we see
Through the mirror
That you got me
Thinking clearer
And I m gonna be under your skies I'll stay

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Friday, October 06, 2006 8:02 PM

Stupid haze, making me feel so drowsy and crappy, i dun even know what the hell i am typing now. Just know that I'm listening to Mickey now, 1 by toni basil and the other by i-duno-hu.

CTs coming up, bio juz siam off and leave me in peace plz! 1F!! Y u'al now then tell me u'al want chalet?! Got CTs now leh, dear. Never mind lah, since i suggested it to you guys, shall be a gd senior and carry out my promise. Budn if cannot means cannot ah.

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 7:17 PM

So long never post le. Maybe I shouldn't really care much in the future anyway, my blog is so un-lively, I dun think many people would even know of this darling's existence. RE congress 2006, a dream come true or a nightmare turned real? Got a silver this year, which was great. Was talking to sianghuat about doing service learning next year in RJC and told myself. 'So, this is what I actually wana do aft 4yrs in RI' Working wif chia was real great experience, but, do I still go on? Would I? Should I? or CAN I?
Chem oba tmr, stil got english bk review, haiz... Moving to Raja block will sure give me good memories. Would be posting pictures of the 'final make-up' we gave to 4I classrm b4 leaving. haha. CTs coming up liao le, cannot blog much liao. Took quite a few fotos recently, fooks, 1F ( Niccol watch out!, haha) , Lifespring and other crap ones.
Looking at them as I upload them into my com, I posed this question to myself repeatedly. Will I leave RI in tears or laughter? Even if I do in either of them, what would be the meaning hidden behind each expression?

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Sunday, September 10, 2006 12:20 AM

so long nvr post liao. 1st post of the...century? ( dun think i'm dat old yet..) Real stressed up now. My fone bill of $60+ is like staring at me straight in the face. Another 60 dollars meant for my baobei bicycle gone liao. Another 60 meaningful dollars for Forza Judo Club say byebye liao...haiz...

Aniwae, school is starting soon and quite some things have happened over the sept holidays. The rematch saga had shook up the PSL group and it's time we take a step back n tel ourselves 'gentlemen, it's time to wake up'. Dun think i need to tok abt it anymore, it's just a small issue which I dun understand why we blew it up when the sec1s themselves did not really care about it. Mebe this is how parents' feel when their kids dun see the point of studyin. ( Daddy mummy! Now i understand ur worries!....yeah rite...)

CTs coming up soon in abt 4wks' time. Luz papers in RI den can start looking for job liao. Hmm... quite an eventful post-ct schedule to look 4ward to. Grad dinner org comm, hk trng tour, working, taiwan visit (mebe?) n do i haf to go 4 dat stupid penguin's course? If i pon d hk trng tour just to go for that course and he din hold it, i'm gna blardy drive a stick through the area between his legs, thrust him up and make him look like a lollipop (since he realy looks like 1...)

K, dats abt it 4 d 1st post. Update nxt time bahz...

P.S. trng on wed rawks! never had xiong trng 4 a long time! Din noe dat i could shout so much crap and feel so shiok. Was tired budn had 2 continue kuzushi, so juz shouted so much crap that i din even noe what i was saying, cept 4 d 1st part when jingwen n i were competing who can keep on rattling names of fruits or drinks wadeva when doing kuzushi... Was fun budn come to think of it... Quite lame...

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Sunday, April 30, 2006 10:20 AM

Elections coming up again. Does it make a lot of difference who i support? So what if one of my family members is a member of d ruling party and that the MP is sort-of a family friend?

Let's look at this, every 4 to 5yrs, we have this elections. Every year, we have opposition flying off blocks, trying to shut the gov't up and garner votes. Every year, all the issues raised are basically economical. Have there been any reforms on the side of social beenr raised? I do salute Dr Chee for his courage in speaking up 4 his views, just that he needs to watch his words, scully he kena whacked again.

Juz read the papers and found out that more people watched the rallies compared to watching manu chelsea. Lan cheow lah! It's so damn obvious dat manu chelsea better 2 watch rite? As quoted from the papers, one of the members of the public polled commented that d elections is so much mroe predictable rite? I tel u wad. I can bet my whole damn fortune that PAP will come back as the ruling party. Luz nite, the representative frm SDA(i think) said "R u going to let PAP realize their dream of a one-party rule?" Cheebye lah! U wana take over from PAP,wait till the cows come home lah. Not that i'm saying that PAP is a dictator, budn how many people really support the opposition? How many percent of the voters hu voted for the opposition really support their ideas? Neither am i discrediting the SDA. Chiam has done an excellent job in helping to scrape that suck-cock streaming system, too bad, i had 2 undergo that shit luz time.

Buden, after listening to what MM Lee said, how many people would wana vote for the opposition? Bet most people wet their pants liao loh...stil go vote 4 opposition. Haiz...election day rite b4 my bday celeb. We'll wait and see.

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Sunday, April 23, 2006 4:23 PM

HEY. Why can't I just buy something that i like? it's not like it costs a bomb or wad. It's juz a pathetic newsletter. I'm so damn sure it can affect my application 4 a scholarship nxt time 4 buying an SDP newsletter lorh. C'mon, luz time i bought it, d vendor was like "U frm RI?" All i did was "ya, anything wrong?" IF d society wants to improve, we should be more open to ideas. The elections are coming and i would really want to know what the opposition has got to say. *FURTHER COMMENTS ARE SENSITIVE AND HAVE BEEN REMOVED. DAMAGES CAUSED TO ANYONE HAVE BEEN GREATLY REGRETTED*

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